Over the past nine months I have written on my IPAD notebook lessons I learned at that given moment. Here they are, in order of being written...
1. Every one has some part of their heart that is fragile, not just people with cancer. Everyone is fighting some battle. Be encouraging to everyone.
2. The saying isn't 'God never gives you more than you can handle.'
It is 'God can handle anything you have.' and He always wins.
3. Choose joy.
4. Do not let the fear horses out of the stable.
5. Jesus will provide for all your needs, even the ones You don't realize you have.
6. It is okay to take care yourself.
7. I need a community.
Figure out a way, your way, to stay close to Jesus. To stay connected to God. When Mom died, M said I glowed. And I felt amazingly peaceful. B said she never felt more alive than when she was going through chemo. Jesus is right here, He is as real as a rock. He is as solid as the chair i am sitting on. So are the prayers of friends. He is abiding in me. I don't want this part to change! This is why some people go to mass every day, to stay connected. I know prayer and bible reading time gets shoved smaller and becomes non existent when I am healthy. I don't want that to happen ever again. God will show me the way.
Remember to thank Jesus for his healing every day, from my toes on up, healing by the blood of the lamb who was slain for me. Healing by the Grace of God.
Don't shy away from people offering you gifts, kind words, opening up to you.
Never refuse a cup of hot tea, especially if it is peppermint.
Heal me God that I might do your will, to your glory, for the rest of my life. From Fr Jim Holbeck sermon online.
Each day, even during chemo and radiation, will be a beautiful day!
Trust God will tell me every step of the way.
I need Jesus.
Busy isn't the goal. If you don't want to be too busy, you won't be. It is your choice. You have a choice.
God will be there in my future. Don't fear it.
Don't let that sun set on your anger. Forgive. Forgive completely, without reservations.
Apologize. As far as is possible, be at peace with everyone. Love them. Pray for them.
Meditate every day.
Choose who you spend your time with. Choose carefully, for you will become like them.
Hang up the superwoman cape. I can't do everything.
Choose to do good. If you know something is wrong, just DON"T DO IT. Don't be tempted, don't rationalize. If you dance too close to the fire, you will get burned at some point. Believe me, doing the right thing and loving unconditionally is far more wild and crazy and fun than choosing the shadows.
Search for people, places, things and events to nourish your soul. It's the only part of you that is eternal.
Take the time to love yourself, so that then, from the overflow, you can spill out love on others.
Live with integrity. What is integrity? Keep your promises. Speak truth. Admit mistakes right away.
Live transparently.
Seek a relationship with God with your whole heart. Being in a community of Christians makes it a lot easier. We are meant to live in community.
Religion is man-made. When you hear something religious, just make sure it holds up under the light of "God is Love."
You have time to do everything that is important to you. Once in awhile, do a self-check and see where you spend most your time, what is important to you.
People who love generously will always feel loved, at some point.
Don't repeatedly tell God your same problems or worries. Tell them to him once or a few times, then live trusting and thanking Him for his answer, even before you see it.
Do not be afraid of darkness. In it you will find your light, and your light will be clearer than ever.
I am one grain of sand on the beach.
Being still is the most exciting part of my day.
Keep your focus on God. All day long.
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